knock on the door, just as he took the keys to the van to go to the supermarket to Billy's house, I assumed Quil was appointed who was to accompany What nonsense! now and needed bodyguards to go shopping, but contradicted care and Jacob, because he was able to get out of bed and would not be anything good.
I opened the door as I finished buttoning my jacket.
"I'm ready," said
- So where are we going? - I asked, startled me, that was not Quil's voice was that of Jasper.
I recovered from the surprise, "Hello, is it, I was expecting my bodyguards to go to the supermarket," he said making me to one side to let pass.
"Thanks Bella, sorry to interrupt," he dismissed with a wave of his hand and was about to offer something to drink, but ... good that was in this house that could offer a vampire, certainly not my neck. So I sat and waited to say something.
- How have you been? Did you sleep well? - Clasped his hands in his lap, squeezing tightly, his knuckles were apparent through the skin like the veins in your hands.
-Truth or lie, "he said grinning.
"True," he said with a shrug.
"I'm confused, sad, worried, I have stirred so much emotion that I doubt that even you with your super empathy can define them all, did not sleep and I feel like a zombie again and yet I can not stop thinking about a what happened yesterday ...- sigh - that sums it up.
-wow, they do not see anything tired, "he said.
"This is the miracle of makeup," I said pointing at my face, more specifically the well-hidden behind dark circles concealer.
"Well, I have good news, I've been thinking and I think I know how I can help you, give me one of those faces, but better nothing, for a start.
- really! Jasper Oh thank you very much, I was about to swoop in for a hug but I did, I knew how difficult it was for him to be next to me apparently noticed it because I made a gesture of gratitude composed. "And when ...- I could not finish the question because he heard a knock at the door.
"Wait," I said, I got up and opened the door, a shaky Quil stood in the doorway, engulfed in thick, looked over my shoulder, because obviously saw Jasper's shoulders even more tense, jaw clenched, di a quick glance at Jasper, I understood perfectly, I stepped outside and closed the door, I said nothing, waiting for Quil to calm down after a few minutes a deep breath through your mouth.
- Are you okay Bella? -
"Perfectly do you? - Answered
- Are you ready? - I asked ignoring my question.
-ammm ... no, you know I'm in the middle of something, we could go after "The door opened behind me and looked Jasper, neck vein Quil started beating so hard I thought for a moment to explode, but after a few seconds relaxed and I knew Jasper was doing his abracadabra buggy about it and do not dislike me, made this easier.
"I could take," he said, looked at him and smiled, as he raised his thumbs. "The take good care-entered the house closing the door and the effect of gradually Jasper was taking away from Quil.
- what was that? - Said as she blinked.
- What was that? - Making me crazy I said "I know who is going to accompany me-
- What! 're crazy, now if you lost, you're crazy if you think I'm going to allow
-
-Andaaaa "sii? I'm not going to happen, I know that Jasper is trust-trust in the
"But I did," she said And I bet that Jake to bed before letting go with el-
- Shhh! - put a finger in their face, right before your eyes to see how serious he was talking about, "While you do not tell do not know,"
"If you know - I knew that would know, the thing that telepathic among the flock.
"I do not know when you do not think about it, not that hard, take some time for you," he winked-out, I have escort Quil-I went to the house without saying anything else. If you ran ugly, I know, but the truth is not going to leave me alone, but worth it to stay out ... pfff I felt bad, talk to him later.
Jasper stood in the room, approached slowly, letting me see what I did, took my hand, leaving my palm turned upward, and then kissed my wrist where the pulse running swiftly, looked up connecting with mine.
"I swear by all that I care about in this world that keep you safe Isabella Swan, anyone or myself, no matter the difference," she said so solemnly that touched my heart, I guessed that the effort was costing more that I could not smile.
"You look better when you smile," he said.
"I have said," I said as I took her hand and walked out the door, heading to the supermarket.
****
My day was very normal, normal in what could be a vampire had taken me to the supermarket and had helped me pick out the food, of course not me I saved the faces of disgust on his part, but it was fun, I was not carrying any bags back because the man was strong enough to loading a car and was now at home cooking, like it was a day with a friend Jasper's face was priceless, I watched with disgust as he held a breaded steak between his fingers.
I can not believe you eat this, I sniffed. "It smells bad, but it looks awful, threw it to the pan, splashing oil all over the kitchen, not a drop touched me, and apparently on either or at least did not complain.
-Yo I can not believe what you eat "I said, shrug my shoulders.
"You say so natural, as if I was vegetarian," she shrugged and said nothing - we lack many? - asked as he turned them into oil.
"No, only three more-
" It seems that you cook for an army-
"Well," I eat like one, as he spent those remaining.
He put them in the pan, talked nonsense while I got a baked potato, suddenly turned serious and said.
"I think it's time we try right? - Held my breath, took me by surprise change of subject.
"If I think so, I wiped my hands and I leaned against the counter.
"When you're ready," he said, closed my eyes and nodded "Think of Edward, as you want, but focus only on him .-
The images came to my mind, running as if were a movie, the first time I saw him away on that table in the cafeteria, when we sat together for the first time and the way in which I seemed to give disgust, as I cared to know was what was wrong, my angry when she disappeared while I thought about shouting, when I saved from being run over and when I pulled a crazy, how angry I was, the first time he slept in my room, I felt safe when I hug the first time we kiss, when she said she could not stand being away from me the relief I felt when I heard his voice at the ballet studio, the pain when it was, how lost and lonely I felt, how depressed she was and turn it up I figured I'd be dead, when I saw it back and did not know the reason, courage and pain when he insulted me, and kiss ...
** Flashback **
put his forehead against mine, rechargeable gently, his hands on my chin and my waist, closed his eyes and I seized the moment to breathe, that smell so much I liked my heart galloped quickly, and suddenly I found myself hating the sound deafening in my ears, because I knew Edward clearly listened and knew how nervous I was, or excited even I knew that was what I felt, beating wild as he always did, when I was with him. He knew what would happen then was to stop time to step back because despite everything I knew Edward would allow it, and that was when he said it.
"I love you Bella, and then joined his lips with mine, I stupidly did not do anything, because I had said what I always wanted to say and what I did to my regret and to my taste, I returned the kiss, tangled my arms around his neck and buried my fingers into his hair, screwing him, his lips were cold, ice cream, but sheltered mine with tenderness, longing, and always knew there was love and tenderness, but also a tinge of sadness, his tongue went into my mouth, bringing me all the flavor of a sudden, my head dizzy, cloudy, drew him more strength to my arms while his hands to his body attracted me, I bit his lip slightly, she moaned in my mouth.
"Do not know how I waited," she whispered in my mouth and was what brought me back, that phrase was the same Jake told me when he asked me we were dating, I could not do that. I stepped back breaking the kiss, looked at me with those caramel eyes that I loved, caressed her lips, cold contact with my skin, so different from the warm skin of Jake.
-go, I shook my head and looked at the floor, before I lost in the influence of his golden eyes, took my hand in his face and went out there running almost without looking back and with one person in my mind Jake.
** End flashback **
And now we were here, I opened my eyes and looked at Jasper, with his watchful eye.
"You know what you feel about Edward right? -
" If I believe that if ... ...- I hesitate a bit afraid that saying it aloud made it even more real-yet-But I love Jake.
"Certainly, with that in mind, I'm going, but you know something, he's outside, said goodbye to me and went whistling through the door of the kitchen without being fully loaded in my brain that was outside and heard what I said and probably also felt Jasper, now know how I felt, everything felt and still feel for him, too good time to put the cards on the table, all of them.
*****
ufff already have been away ... really sorry but could not communicate with you, until recently a friend helped me qe ...
pfff I had an accident, a madman step height, and well ... already know.
Some things broken, concussion, bla bla bla I had surgery, but I have cast on his left arm, which is a can porq I can not write without my other hand .. . I can move my fingers But the doctor said do not use q in the computer, I can ruin porq tooodo splint and move it already so I will not! sorry for concern to all, I hope you understand that really was something out of my control ... but good because we were coming, I'm fine and very grateful for my second chance and I have millions of ideas after to spend 6 weeks rest, some good, some bad tmbn and then we fix what the uni porq missing a good resource and I wanted to do and that can happen noooo! !
The comments quierooo let me up because he had lost the thread of my own stories that can not be NOOO haha: D
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