When I heard the noise at the window, my heart began to beat desperate, but when I saw who it was, stopped his erratic career, as if suddenly saw that it was not so bad, because the person standing before me was not what I wanted to see, he missed, it was then that I understood it, and now they had the answer seemed so obvious that I did not know why he had not seen before.
"Hello Bella," he said from a place where I stayed standing.
"Hello" I said with a half smile, because somehow I wanted, I stretched my hand waiting to take her and she did, her fingers touched mine and shook my hand, while giving a slight pull to sit beside me, he did, the mattress sank slightly , I settled in and took both of your hands in mine.
"Sorry to interrupt, but I could not wait any longer," he whispered and I smiled, because thanks to his impatience now knew what he wanted, whom he loved, loved them both, but differently both mean moments in my life, and how big a decision was to choose one or the other meant leaving a part of my life back, to adopt new and they were both options were very different.
"Do not worry," I whispered.
- You decide? - Asked me and I noticed a slight tremor in her voice, it was doubt and fear squeezed my heart, because I wanted and did not want to see him suffer, because I knew I did not deserve, He loved me, I sometimes had proved invaluable and I, though I wanted, I could not follow him, could not, because I wanted someone else, so I nodded my head, because the truth was that he had made a decision and not worth further delay inevitable.
"If I decided," I whispered looking into his eyes, those eyes that I loved, I always liked them, and every time I saw the color reflected by an object he reminded me.
"It chose me," she whispered as her jaw locking, ticking over his face, closed his eyes, he knew he was trying to hide their pain, because it was always, always tried to protect myself, I always cared, but I knew what hurt, because I know how much it hurt me to say goodbye to me a few weeks ago.
her face in my hands, watching what I want for me, stroked his cheeks with my thumbs and he opened his eyes and looked, I saw in those eyes all the good that I had made love with him, but now was not enough because after the scan, I had not realized that he could not, could not give up some things I wanted for my life, and because the comparison, I found that I had always been in love with someone else, his brow furrowed as he took my hands and fell into her lap and wrapped my face with her hands and looked at me without saying anything, his lips pursed, containing all the distress she was causing, I can only Hence I hate waiting for causing so much pain.
"Sorry," I whispered.
shook her head "No, Bella will not be sorry, I'm sorry that I could not win your heart, I looked into my eyes and do not know if it was a figment of my imagination or was real, but I saw shine, in that particular way when you're happy, that special glow that looks when you feel completely satisfied with your life and even more - I want you to be happy, next to him or anyone else, I do not mind, your happiness always will be mine, that's all I want, always have a friend in my Bella, no matter what and no matter whom you choose, always be at your side and I began to mourn, because I really knew that his words were true, because I saw that came from the soul and also because it hurt, despite knowing it was for a good more, it hurt to let it go, because once plan my life with him and left him to go away now with what was the love of my life.
"Thanks," I whispered and he just leaned over and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
"You go, go tell it's fortunate," she smiled, it was a sad smile, but sincere.
"Adieu," I whispered, because I was not sure if it would the courage to see it again, I kissed him on the cheek and left my room, rubbing the tears from his cheeks, took the keys to the van and ran away, because now he had done, I knew I was right.
drove as fast as possible to the pick me up and when I arrived, he was there, standing at the foot of the road as if he knew who came to see him exit the car and closed the door while I watched, I was nervous, I knew by the way in which his face was impassive, but his mouth is curved slightly downward, knew him well, he was hesitating, he walked slowly toward me, leaving me see what he did and when he was close enough I jumped on it and joined my lips to his, that I received with enthusiasm, his hands closed around my waist and lifted me up in the air, because I was more petite and he knew that he could do, so he did, and I loved it, her tongue met mine while our lips are blended and mixed our breaths and I felt so happy, because butterflies in my stomach had become and my heart beat so fast as hummingbird wings, indicating that I had made the right decision, I wrapped my hands in her hair, that which I loved, while both gasped for air, but none broke the kiss, I would love to feel his lips because he had been denied them for too long.
- Does this mean .. your ..- I said breathlessly.
"I choose you, because it is without you I feel incomplete because I love you," and kiss me again, with force, with the harshness that never used, and I felt his hand wander to down and knew what I wanted, then wrapped my legs on his hips as he put his hands on my thighs and walked toward the house, up the stairs and before I knew it we were on the couch.
"We can see," he said as got his hands under my shirt and stroked my stomach.
"There's nobody home," she whispered as she bit the lobe of my ear "I love you Bella-
-And I love you Jake," I whispered to you because it was the truth, nothing but the Indeed, let my hands slipped under his shirt, stroking the muscles of your abdomen, feeling his warm skin under my fingertips, his hands roamed my back, caressing my skin.
"I missed you," she whispered and then kissed him, kissed her lips gently with your hands eyes, because he was everything I wanted for me.
"You know I've been in love with you all my life," I said as I sat astride him and stroked the hair of his neck, I smiled, that beautiful white smile that I loved with dimples included and all .
- Oh yeah? - I said, his tone incredulous.
- If I said smiling "The other day I remembered the summers he spent with Charlie, were horrible, but you always did you funny, I remember that until you ate my cake of mud-
"If I also remember, just wanted to see you happy, "he said while putting his Paws on my waist. "Always do everything in my power to make you happy, took my face in his hands and kissed my lips, slowly, while my heart was happy, had actually made a good choice, had chosen well, that's I had no doubt.
soon for my taste, I had to return to reality, had run out of my house, after talking with Edward without telling Charlie, in the middle of the night, it was time to return.
- I return home, left without warning on his lips whispered.
-you-take me out into the arms of the house, even though I tried to let me go to the van on foot, but I liked that I consented, so I stopped, raised the driver's side and held my hand .
- Have you told him? - Asked me, I spent saliva in thickness, it still haunted me candy eyes looking at me sadly.
"I told him I whispered" He said he was happy "I smiled, hoping that Edward will find a happy girl who really did deserve it.
-Wow, it's better than I thought, "he said, astonished tone, but respectful.
"You're a fool Jake ... "I hit him gently on the shoulder" I do not look at bad people-
"I already know Bella, do not be so because you would look at me? - I kissed the back of the hand while laughing .
-Tu ... are a engrei ...- I could not finish the sentence because just when doblábamos the corner of the house, something hit us.
"What the hell ...- Jake said as he opened his door to each out of the car, just as he set foot on the sidewalk, Jake came to me and put me on his back.
- What is it? "I whispered, even though I knew, I knew she would return.
-Bella runs into the house because "he pushed me and started running with everything I could, the air went in and out of my lungs hard, hurting me in the throat making it burn, I heard a faint cry I could not help looking back, my wolf copper fought against Victoria, and I stupidly started screaming hysterically because it was all I could think of.
- Daddy Daddy! - I cried all I could - Somebody help me please! - Someone had to listen and was when I saw the front door opened and Charlie with their sports pants used for sleeping and a rifle in his hand appeared on the scene and I felt so relieved.
-Stay away from the Bella screamed and watched me pointing at my back, I turned around and all that was there was a wolf, my wolf, it was Jake, then I saw everything in slow motion, my father of unerring aim, with the fantastic sight of the boy she loved but he did not know that was what was happening, and I did not think I did not think his head, acted following my heart and my gut, because suddenly my mind crazy was believed capable of doing, or maybe it was my wild heart the case is that before thinking twice, without reason, threw me to the right, just after I heard the unmistakable sound of a gunshot, a scream, while a cry, the pain that ate away and that was when everything went black ...
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