Saturday, September 18, 2010

Lub Marker Ski Bindings

Chapter 18: Clearing the doubts

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I tossed in bed, kick trying to get rid of the hand that held me prisoner, did not know what to do, threw blows right and left, I tried yelling, poking, biting, and nothing worked, my lungs began shouting for air, until I felt I was beginning to choke and then everything became dark. ************************

My head weighed, the lungs were burning and my eyes I refused to open, I was confused, I took hands to the head, pressing a bit to try and ease the headache throbbing in my temples, took a deep breath, lungs burning and appreciating the beautiful oxygen entering them once, twice, three times and concentrated on opening eyes.

The white ceiling of my room was facing me, a sigh came out of my chest when I realized it was all a nightmare, relief washed over me, filling my lungs burned again, I heard sound down, the television on.

"Oh you bastard" came a deep voice, one that knew too well, one that had teased too much of my clumsiness for a year, that made me laugh with his jokes, but could not be possible, must be dreaming, "No I earn the son of a bitch, no one else had that raspy timbre in her voice and sexy at the same time, the voice of Emmet, he knew.

I jumped up in bed, and saw where I was, white walls with a purple combined deep in them, a huge bed, where he should not have beds, I removed the covers off and look around, I could not believe it, damn it! What the hell was I doing in the Cullen house?

I left the room, trying to be as quiet as possible, across the hall was the bedroom of Edward, I knew it was ridiculous of me to walk on the balls of my feet, because they could hear me and knew I was awake from simple change of breathing and the way in which my heart was beating wildly in my chest, and the air rushed out of my lungs, down the stairs, piano Edward timely in front of me, reminding me beautiful and painful memories, the whole house was full of stories with Edward, Alice, Emmett and Jasper number of incidents and Rosalie, but they all made me smile now, but do not deny that there were a couple of them that I hurt, Edward meant something big in my life, I would love for it or not, was true and was something I could not change and on the other side was not sure if he wanted it or not.

was a great memory and was aware that was something I had to face sooner or later, but later wanted it to be cowardly, but I had no idea how I going to do to get out of here, the house was Cullen in the middle of nowhere, obviously did not bring my cellphone, but now first had to get out of here, I poked my head into the room where Emmett and Jasper were fighting to win a race at the X-box, you may not listen to me, ha that stupid to think that later in Emmet to say: "Our

prisoner escapes Children-in tone, though he knew it was futile, I ran, I never went anywhere intercepted by Alice who glared.

- How could you kidnap me? - I cried. "It was necessary

Bella, we need to talk-

- Necessary? - Said in a tone condecendiente-Give me a little scared to death, almost kill me for lack of oxygen in the blood, unconscious and kidnapped me, is something that sounds completely logical if you want to talk with me, noticed the irony in my voice right now Alice is not my favorite person, I go home, "

" Sorry Bella, I know that happened to me hand, looked at his hands, looking down, at least looked distressed, I just do not know whether you would want to talk to me after what happened ... know-I looked, while hugging herself and saw me with sad puppy face and although he knew what he wanted was to manipulate as he did with all the people and knew that Jasper was in the courtroom, was confident that the momentum to embrace my soul was born, no emotional control, Alice was my friend and I was sure that he was sorry for having kidnapped about what Jacob was not sure but at least for now would not think so. "You're Beautiful-

prisoner

" I know Alice looked at her and smiled trying to lighten the situation.

"Go, get away without shoes is a brilliant plan, Emmet dropped behind me, mocking me, I turned, their child laugh in his face" You're still awkward-

"And your fool" I said as she smiled and Hey

-hugging

100 years deserve your respect right? - ruffled my hair.

"Of course, since you're older," I said as I laughed.

"Well, well, I concerbo flexed his biceps, as always his metrosexual side.

-Gay "I said as I sat in the room to see Emmett and Jasper were fighting for a trophy that there was no more than the console.

- Alice! - Edward shouted from the entrance, the second was entering the room, glaring at Alice - What did you do? - Cried, it was then that he realized who was with her and when I looked at his eyes softened, just a little, but enough so that I could notice, so remember to Edward which I had fallen in love when I got to Forks. "Bella," he whispered and his voice trembled just a little.

"Hello Edward" I said and I think my voice trembled a little as well.

"Edward, you know that it is necessary to re-agg another telepathic conversations, hated it, apparently realized this and decided to explain to Alice. "You two have to talk-talk-

-Edward nodded and looked at me, half stunned, half relieved. "But I want to clarify things, I raised three fingers to make clear my point-A: I'm here because I have wanted, I was kidnapped and I return to my home, I looked at Alice, who nodded," Two: I want to talk to you Edward and Number Three, and most importantly: No magic Japer "I looked and nodded slowly, not convinced, but when I looked at Edward he nodded, despite everything, I trusted him. -Walking-I climbing the stairs, I turned when I saw that I was - Are not you coming? - asked nodded slowly as we climbed the stairs to his room, I sat in the famous black chair, while Edward closed the door behind him.

He stood, he looked uncomfortable, so I pat the chair next to me and somewhat hesitant sat beside me, I turned to face him and just looked at him. *****

was so beautiful, looking at me, her hair falling delightfully disheveled cascade over her shoulders, her soft and gentle eyes, his eyes piercing mine, her skin creamy and delicate picking up dimly the brightness of the lamp and the moon, as her lips parted to say something, something that does not listen, because I was enthralled watching the way he moved his mouth.

- Edward? - Asked to see I did not answer, but his eyes had made me forget what I had to say, words are stirred each other, my brain melted and I started babbling like an idiot.

-Bella ... I. .. ehh .. there are so many things ... I want to clarify

-Quiet ...- Edward, we have time, took my hand, but in a gesture to try to calm down in a gesture to signify affection, but the warmth of his hand spread over my body, absorbing the sensations awakening dead and cold in my heart, those feelings that Bella had been aroused only after 200 years and that I had foolishly thrown away, but the gesture does not only mean something to me, it was for her, I knew by the way in which his eyes took on a different glow, a glow that he knew, that you see we had been in the laboratory of Mr. Banner watching movies, I had looked the same way and although I knew that I deserved it, opened a small hope step, but there was small.

-Yo .. First I would ask forgiveness for the harm they caused you, I touched his arm slightly. He

that you did on purpose, just do not measure your strength, "he said as he shrugged his shoulders, but my apology was not only physically, but in all the hurt and pain he had caused and as always was too noble Bella or naive to realize the meaning of my words.

-Bella, I mean more than that, the pain I caused you all that I ... when I left, her eyes darkened as his breathing quickened, withdrew his hand from mine and I felt cold again.

"That is not the case, looked away, as she blinked rapidly trying to see the tears I caused you, but it was too late, I could smell the nitrate in their eyes, their pain and want to hit right now so stupid that was.

-yo ... I just want you to understand something, I went because I did not love you or do not wish to be with you, I went because you're human, looked up and although there were traces of tears, his face was grim and his brow was furrowed.

-A

you mean, "I mean that I went, to protect you, because I loved you too much to lose, you're human and that is a part of you, one that I love too much to put in danger, I thought that if I would be safe, that over time I'd forget and would continue with your life, I looked at that part so my assumption was true, she had left behind, I had forgotten and now was with the werewolf, I felt the venom filled my mouth, but I controlled myself and kept talking, before losing the courage - but I realized that ... I could not live without you - without looking at me looking at me, his eyes open, I was living like a zombie for months, I left my family, my parents worried, until I decided I could not be without seeing you, I decided to return, seeing as you were by far, without interfering with your life unless you were in danger ... or showed signs of wanting to see me or talk to me, I really had no intenciĆ³nde show up, I thought they were safe without me, but I was wrong and then all the problems started, Victoria, the altercation with her boyfriend and now the problem with the pack, but the reality of all this is that I returned because I love you too and I can not live without you, his gaze was lost, took his hand, seemed to react to my touch and I watched as her eyes filled with tears, stood up and stood before me.

-...- Edward pursed his lips as he tried to hold back the tears and again I hit myself for having so little touch-me .. well ... I was as dead when you left "His voice was scratchy and shaky - the miss, I mean not just the end of a relationship, was the loss of all the life he had chosen, as an immortal life, a life that I did not want to empty it, I felt lost, not left home for more than 6 months longer than to go to school, ate not only sick and Charlie I had an excuse to send me back home, because this was where I liked to be, because your memories were here ... oh god that sounded pathetic dream, not pathetic, it was exactly what I expected to hear, but I got to know who had suffered so much because of me-sleeping but just to have nightmares, Victoria was the star of some, others it was you ... - a tear fell down her cheek, but she quickly removed - and then appeared Jake and I started to go out and feel better, we started to ride a bike and other dangerous actividaddes jaw-pressed, not wanting to imagine my fragile Bella on a motorcycle and everything that could happen, and ironically all of that was for you .. .- smiled as she shook her head - I found out that the danger to remind me with clearer, I heard your voice in my head ... and then Jake and I had some problems but we solved them and now we are together in many ways is different from the relationship we had with you, I am 100% part of your life, do not let me out and I feel whole when I'm with him safe, and now you come and tell me all this, you confuse me ... - Began to pull out hair, as if he was too distracted to realize what he did-yo ... All this time I thought ... I'd left because I loved because it was very little for you, "I got up and took her face in my hands, his heart began to beat faster and his breathing quickened tried to escape but not let her I had already identified these signs, words I had said that only in my remotest thoughts had fantasized about hearing from his lips, felt secure and closer to me than ever before.

I put my forehead on his, gently recharged, as he closed his eyes and incpiraba aroma, the sweet smell of strawberries and heard the beautiful song

your heart "I love you Bella" I said, linking my lips with yours. *************

Bua ha ha! I was inspired a lot in this capital that although I have uploaded later it was worth it I say! haha do not hate me on Wednesday comes early! Las amoo angeles let me your comments even for regaƱarmee!

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